Raya's been fine.. School has been...(erggghh...)Dance has been..exhausting. So many stuff to complete, so little time. Sometimes, I just wanna run away from all these burdens and just... relax, have fun...
Being alone ain't fun at all. No one to be there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on. No one to be there to give you hugs when you need them. No one to protect you and to give you that sense of security, when you're all alone. No one to say how much he appreciates and love you as a person. I'm not choosy. I just want the best for myself. But, I'm getting the wrong kind of people in my life. The kind of people whom I have no feelings of affection for. But the ones I do have feelings for, just remains as an unfulfilled dream. Will never be possible.
I'm not a very strong person, not like what most of the people out there see me as. I need love, care & concern,protection, romance, surprises... Asking for too much? ....I guess. Maybe there is no such person that exist in this world that actually has all of the above mentioned qualities...
Anyway,how does one know if he/she is the "Right One" ...?