The loss of someone very dear.. a blessing in disguise? Before she closed her eyes, I managed to watch her looking so happy trying out her new baju kurung that my uncle bought for her... But, now, she will never get to wear it for hari raya... She left peacefully on monday night, leaving all her beloved husband, children and grandchildren whom she loved soo much... Perhaps her passing away is a blessing in disguise for the family in a way..? The bad past..Never-ending quarrels, not visiting each other during hari raya, talking bad about each other... it breaks my heart seeing the family like that, and it definitely broke my late granma's heart... But now, seeing the family all happy last night.. finally, the day that I have been waiting for.. the day where the whole family realise we actually need each other to survive... I've missed all my cousins...my aunts and uncles.. I've missed them. I've dreamt of them countless of times...Now that, we are all moving on, leaving the bad past behind..I just hope it will last.. for as long as we can... I was very happy last night.. finally feeling all the love from the cousins, the aunts and the uncles whom I've not been talking to for ages... I've missed them all.. and now we're all together.. all for one... I love you Granma... May you rest in peace... Insyaallah.. Al-Fatihah.