The past haunts... More than a year ago, on the 21st March 2006 to be exact, I was the happiest girl on earth...I fell in love..or thought I did...We were really happy..did stuff that normal couples would do..For almost a year, we were happy.but finally on the 8th Feb 2007, everything just ended... Looking back,It's been more than 4 months...I avoided love as much as I could..I was soo sick and tired of falling in love..or rather..I'm too scared to even think about falling in love or having a lasting relationship... But, nevertheless, the past relationship made me a stronger person.. Though of course, sometimes... the memories just come flooding back... especially these days... Why?..Perhaps it's my birthday week this week... Lotsa memories came floodin back into my mind..all the times together...Erghh..Stop. It hurts just thinking about it... Sometimes, in a relationship, we tend to make the wrong choices, thus mostly ending up in regrets... But the question is, how do we make right something that has happened, without really hurting the parties involved too much ??? Especially when the parties involved are people very dear to you ?? Whatever it is, honesty is always the best policy... Be honest and tell the parties involved the situation you're in... Nothing beats telling the truth, rather than keeping in you and eventually making it worse... So many stuff happened in such a short period of time..... There's just no one day where I can have a normal, happy day...For now, I just want to spend my birthday week happily, though the real day's only two days away...hopefully...
