Not an easy task indeed... Being the eldest is never easy...Sacrifices after sacrifices just to keep the family happy..Being the role model to the 2 younger brothers's really tough..Ther fact that I'm the eldest & the only daughter just means that I'm expected to be matured and selfless all the time..Expected to help out in the family, be it in terms of finance or sacrificing my time for the family...But the thought of getting repaid never once crossed my mind... Sometimes..I had to sacrifice the time for my interest and for my friends, for the sake of my family...and sadly each time this happens, I get blamed for not sending enough time with my friends...They just don't understand my responsibilities and most of the time,I hated myself for not spending time with them... But.. just spending time playing games with my lil bro, listening to my teen bro's probs in his lovelife,school..or even accompanying my mum shopping and massaging my dad.. makes me feel...accomplished... These simple lil things make me happy...As long as they're happy, I'm happy too..Even if it means sacrificing my time and money for them... Anywae.. The past few days of hols soo...mundane... Been doing the same ting all over again..there's just nth to do..!! Ewww....
~ Been pms-ing these days..that explains the emo post..hahaha...~
