My dreams make me cry... It's weird how my dreams can affect me so much,emotionally.. Sometimes because of these dreams,I tend to think too much into it, and ended up shedding tears... I keep asking myself this qn: "Why am I always dreaming of the same person, in similar scenes,in every dream??"...And to add to the record,I dreamt of "him" for the 13th time on the 20th of April..!!! And once again, the dream felt very, very, very real that I really thought it's finally happening for real.. But, again, the alarm woke me up & I realised it was just a dream..again... It hurts so much when I realise that I was only dreaming of him & that the scene's not happening for real,as much as I want it to be... What's GOD's trying to tell me? My mum kept telling me that the reason why I kept having these dreans is because, the person itself is thinking of me...But how reliable that assumption is, I don't dare to make wild guessess or pin high hopes on it... I don't wanna end up hurting myself again.. The weird thing's that out of the 13 dreams, 4 came true..that's like a wee bit more thatn 1/3 of it..Pretty big figure, I guess... Once, I told myself this: "If I ever see him in school one day,then it's Fate"...and..true enough, I did see him in school on the 1st day of school..but then, I thought to myself, maybe it's just pure coincidence...So..once again..I told myself: "If me and him are really fated to be together, then we'll bump into each other in school, this time face-to-face"...So..did it really happen...? Well, weird enough..but YES..!!! It did happened on the 3rd day of school..I asked GOD for the signs, and this is wat HE gave me..I guess me and him really have Fate...? I don't know...I'm just trying to go with the flow... I know he is too... Perhaps...
