..bored..bored..bored.. de usual chanting continues... was really bored..and i guess God tinks i really needed sumting to entertain me with..so i tink he purposely gave me a freakin headache..haha...i actly got a really bad headache jz now...n it hurt like hell...ohh..and thnks shawnny for being so concerned !! =) hayat left alot of voice messages in my fone..and it'a always de same message...sayin he missed me, needed me..wanting to patch up back...and all those crap..but no..im not gona entertain him much..i really dun wan history to repeat itself..ive been patient b4 and im not repeating dat animore... ive had enuff... ..sumhow..i felt a tinge of guilt in me..out of a sudden i actly remembered dat he got slapped by his mum for not leavin for hawaii w her..n de reason was he dun wana leave me..all alone in s'pore..was jz wondering...will his mum change her mind and decides to leave for hawaii..for good..bring him and his sis along?? ..now dat der's no more reason to stay for him....coz we've broken up??? i duno..perhaps...maybe dat way he will learn to forget me..ive loved him alot once...but after all de unhappy moments..i cant afford to love him animore... sumhw i cant imagine de state i wld be if he were to leave for hawaii for good dat time wen we were still together.... i cant imagine de hardships and de pain i wld need to overcum..alone... ..but den again...its all over...n im nt gona tink about all dat and him animore.... ...im moving on..happily..with a single status... ...for now...im jz gona wait for my prince who wld watch de sunset with me... =) =)
