xin nian kuai le !! wan shi ru yi !! to my dearest chinese frens !! haf fun eating all de new yr goodies and of coz nt forgettin de famous angpao collecting routine...hahaha...
went over to granny's place to chill w de rest of my family members...it was kinda boring coz all we did was eat,eat and eat...haha..BUT...thnk God...my dearest cutie pie cuzzie, firas came over w my uncle and aunt..hehehe..entertaind myself playin ard with him and his "pao" cheeks..hahaha...he was sooo sweet jz now...he calld me"kakak" (which means elder sis in malay by the way...hehe) ...haha..so cuteee !!!
..aniwaes..i did sumting dat ive nvr,eva dreamt of doin b4 last nite... sumhw..God gave me de strength and assurance dat dis was de rite time to be honest and truthful bout my feelings..and so i did..w God's blessings...haha..alhamdullilah..
de effect after doin dat? hmm..sumhw....i felt good..hehe..coz i finally gt it out of my mind and my heart after soo many wks of hiding it from dat person..haha..although de response was wat i expected..i dun really mind..coz de main ting was..i finally gt it out from my chest..and de best part? i din regret to haf done it..hahaha... jz hope we can treat each other lyk how we have treatin each other for de past wks..haha...
but one ting bout it...i dreamt of him..again..last nite..so dat makes it de ...erm..4th time..woo..de 3rd was jz two nites ago..haha...hmm..dun wana tink much bout it larr..
wat i noe is..ive done my part..ive done wat i tink is de rite ting to do..de rest is up to HIM,FATE, and GOD....insya allah....