i'll never let my nerves control me.. ppl..its official..im in de finals for republic quest...woo...top 6..can u imagine dat..so now, we haf 3 gals and 3 guys still standing..de gals...nelly, samantha and me.. and de guys...shawnrick,ismail and dhana..and we're all still fighting for the top 3 places...well..me? im juz happy being in de finals,although it would be nice to actually win it..honestly..i tink i can in it, but fcuk it..my nerves's a killer when i step on stage to sing..freak..if nt for the fcukin nerves, i tink i'll do fine... aniwae..yea...im thru the finals..n all of us are needed to sing a solo, a duet and a grp song..for now..i duno wat song to sing...but wats certain is im singin a duet with ismail and doin a grp song with my lovely babes, samantha and nelly... yeah..so de finals wld be on de 8th of feb... BUT... hw greaatt can my life be..im sick ppl!! yes!! sick....flu,fever,sore throat..so can u imagine hw worried i am rite now...hw to sing in my condition like dis...plus..im like busy preparin for my dance competition..haiya.. i really hope i'll get better soon... pls pray for me ppl... REST!! REST !! REST!! =( nites. *cough* cough*