...I'm wishing I was somebody else... ...This world left me all by myself... ...Why do you keep playing with my mind... ..Trying to break me down ... ...Trying to make me blind... ...I know it's the way that I must live... ...Even though it's so unclear, so unfair... haiz...im confused again..i duno wat to sae..i duno how to react...i duno wat to do...but if its FATE...dat he has to do it...den i hafta accept it...im slowly accepting it..but why can't he ?? this is reality,my dear...if we're fated to be like this...den juz accept it...why bother trying to run away from the true facts? why bother running away from reality ?? time and time again..u told me and assured me dat ur gona do sumting about it...promised me dat ur nvr leaving me...in the end...did anything change?? NO... if we hafta end up like dis...den be it...dun hurt me more with ur never-ending assurance and promises...those assurances and promises that u told me...they're nt gonna happen...coz its FATE...u gotta accept it... God noes how many times i cried..how badly i cried...why?? because of ur indecisiveness....u noe dat??? juz decide...and leave me alone... time's running out..... gtg... bye... "If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them." -Christopher Morley