missed all the times you were by my side when I'm down... mumusta!!! haha..it means hello in tagalog...haha..anywaes... ive been missing hayat and have been waiting 4 him to call me...i tot he would nvr call me..but.finally he called me last nite....but it wasnt a nice one...u noe..i was like darn hapi dat he called dat i juz kept tokin and tokin about wat happened the past few days...usualli he would tok alot too..but last nite,he was really quiet..din really tok much but the most saddening part was...wen i told him i missed him..he juz went..."oh ok...i noe.." that's all..can u imagine..nt tokin o him 4 more than a week..n dis is wat i get..even wen i said dat i love him...he told me the same ting...it made me feel unappreciated......the conversation was dissappointing...den he told me dat dis fasting mth thingy was ike creating a wall between us...we're like drifting apart..WTF...dat's seriously nt an excuse..definitely not!! den after a while...he juz said bye to me and b4 i cld even sae bye back..he hung up...how saddening was dat.... den....dis morning...he called me...he apologised to me ..apologised 4 being stupid last nite and all dat..seriously..i din expect dat call..n honestly i was really touched wen he called me and apologised..in fact the first words that i heard from his voice wen i picked up his call was.."i love you sayang..."i was taken aback..n i was truly touched..soo..yea..we're fine nw.. anywae...cognitive was rather interesting todae...out team's presentaion was aparently very good haha...wel..dats wat the facillitator said ok..so yea..we were rather proud of ourselves..hahaha. n i really apologise to ben 4 not sending him off at the airport today...im realli sori..my granma's in hospital n i hafta b der..thousands of apologises from me..benji.. anywae..gtg nw.. "oh God...pls protect my granma...give her the strength to recover...insyaallah...." bye..
missed all the times you were by my side when I'm down...