nth much happend todae...was sposed to go 4 dance juz now..but i din go..i really feel damn lazy todae...no energy to burn...i dun even got the mood to sms toshiaki..but fortunately toshiaki was really understandin todae..he juz left me alone,gave myself sum "me" time...thx alot... he was really sweet dis whole dae..he juz sent me dis realy sweet sms...it states:" i miss u..& im feelin lonely,trapped inside dis heart-shaped hole digged by the both of us...as i write dis confession inside dis love letter..frm me to u...dear irah..my nites seems colder than it ought to be..without ur smile & sarcasm..u burn me...<3..." haha..sweet...thx baby..