im pissed...im really pissed with everyting..life sux...mum's controllin me...lovelife's a disaster... hols sux... he's still botherin me..n im still avoidin him...but till wen must i avoid him? m i doin the rite thing in the 1st place? im sick n tired of avoidin him...im sick n tired of this relationship...pls..let me go so dat i can be free of all dis sufferings..im choked..im tired...im depressed.. i've been tryin to think..to get a solution out of dis chaos...but the more i think..the more confused i am...y cant i have a normal relationship? a relationship wer everyting's fun,sweet n not so depressin as dis... but im lucky..i have frens hu really care 4 me..thx u all.. depressed,sick n tired of runnin away...
