hey ppl !!! the world cup fever is certainly attackin most of us....but certainly not me...duhh...cant be botherd by the dumb matches..22 men chasing after a sngle ball...hahaha...wat a joke...( im really sori if i've hurt sum fanatic soccer fans out der....but hey,,,dis is my blog...im free to sae anyting i wan..hahaha..but sori anyway...) i woke up groggy dis morning..nope..wasn't becoz of the world cup...coz i slept late last nite...thx to toshiaki...we kinda argue....thx to my big mouth...i askd him if he hates me if i break up w him...i noe..i noe...stupid qn rite??aniwae.ya i askd him n he was pissed..haha..i made him sad...i told him the real dilema im in...n he was lyk beggin me nt to leave him 4 my frens....i was lyk "oh man...hw can u do dis to me..."he made me choose btw him or my fens n i was speechless...in the end i told him "sori..i wun tok bout dis matter anymore...pls..." den.i cried...haha..ya..i cried...coz i seriously dun wana hurt anyone...but i realised im oni hurtin myself the most... aniwae..enuff bout dat....guess wat?? i dreamt of **** last nite !!! it was a weird dream....well..i dreamt dat i was waiting 4 the train..den he came n sit beside me....i dun tink he realised it was me tho...den...he finally realised i was beside him when the train arrived....haha...n den well..(i lyk dis part...) he sat w me n den we chatted..well apparently in my dream..he broke up w his*ehem* lover....n he was really sad bout it...so yeah...i was der to listen to him...n ok dis is the weird part...wen we alighted frnm the train,he suddenly disapeared !! haha.n i actuali ran all around juz to find him..i was frantic man..haha..weird....den wen i woke up..i was smiling to myself...hehehe...cant blame me...duno y i dreamt of him in the 1st place... haha..dats bout all...im gg out later in the afternoon..gona register 4 the singing competition at braddel heights....haha im so gona lose in dis competition..haha... well gtg nw.... sayonara...