He called me twice last nite but I din pick up. He smsd me tons of times but once again I din reply. I duno wat to reply. I cant juz tell him straight in the face rite? I mite hurt his feelings yet again. But...
I cant sleep last nite. I was thinking of ****. Was thinking of : Ø the 1st time we met Ø the time he gave me his pink wristband Ø the time I watched his dance practice Ø the time we went Esplanade Ø all the times he fetched me frm dance Ø the time we had a neoprint taken Ø the 1st time he hugged me Ø the 1st time he held my hand Ø the time we broke up Ø the time I cried so badly after we broke up Ø the time I had high fever a few days after we broke up Ø the time we finally met after a few wks we broke up Ø the time we met at a concert at RB Ø the time we sat 2gether,side by side,4 the 1st time after a few months we broke up Ø the time he smsd me sayin he missed sitting by my side Ø all the times I visited his frenster n his blog Ø the times I kept reading his testimonials to me Ø the time I found out his true colours 2wards me Ø the time I found out dat he’s attached now Ø the time we met at Esplanade after so very long Ø the time I realized that we both changed a lot, physically and mentally I duno y I kept tinkin of him.
My lovelife sux. I wana start all over again .meet new ppl.
Anyway,on a brighter note, todae is my dearest sanjiv's bdae !!! hapi bdae dude !! he was feelin dwn todae,so I smsed him and I think he's ok nw. hehehe.
"I dun wana run away but I cant take it , I dun understand. If im not made 4 u den y does my heart tells me dat I am?"
desperately trying to entertain myself so that I wun get depression.
